The process has been slow, but it is beginning.
We throughly enjoyed the time that our family was here and the camping trip had some tense and exciting moments. Add that to the hard emotion of grief, and we have been on a rollercoaster ride over the past two weeks.
We praise God for the very tangible way His presence has been shown during this time.
I will admit that I have struggled since I stopped my antidepressant just days before the rollercoaster began. Driving past the tree where Cathy crashed her car has been difficult and I have begun to find other ways or reasons not to pass it whenever possible. For a couple of days, I have felt so weighed down that I didn't think I could even get out of bed. And once I did, all I wanted to do was to go back and sleep to escape. Today was better. And I pray that tomorrow will be even better than today.
10 years ago
2 comments:
I understand what you are going through. Even though I was in a different situation, I went through a time when I did not want to leave the bed either. During that time, I learned that God sticks with me, no matter what. Praying for you.
It'll get better...eventually. Hang in there, sis! I love you!
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